your incompetence doesnt interest me

oh sweet ludacris, tis been hell of a while since ive last signed in and wrote. summer had me all busy with other things and shit and now is this long overdue post that shouldve been here long ago. gyeah, exactly. overdue. dang, ive grew dumber. Bxahaha. Oh anyway, what's to say? hm..ive been doin physical stuff a lot. smooching and cuddling to be more precise. BXAHAH! messin. ;) i mean, have been having dates with precious fitness. i do taek and dance on tues and thurs while working it in the gym on the rest of the days left. except of course on sunday. i never forget. :) anyway, ive graduated on being all close and friendly with guys through text messaging and late night phone calls. ive been laying low and coming into normalcy like......like id tell you huh? Bxahaha. basta, guys are like just leisure bugs now. used to be such expression id need myself to be reminded of at times, but now it's more of a personal motto. a motto? i never knew i had one. ;) Bxahaha. Hm..What else? i so love mike vogel and joey kern!! dang dang, sweet gang! Theyre all man and all love. :) too bad mike's married and just had a kid. oh well, there's always joey and tom and johnny and jesse and jensen and especially BRIAN. :D Bxahaha! and more of where they came from...ghad, what breed so lovely. Bxahahahahahaha!! So anyway, im stuck here in some room, trying to decide on whether to push through with attending taek classes since the interest is starting to greatly wear off. i watch motivating movies like undisputed, kung fu hustle. [gyah i know.] and some other flicks that involves martial arts and all those body-damaging power whajamagger. haay..how i wish i was that sure of myself. and so sure of what id like to be. not that i havent thought of anything yet. well..actually, i havent. :( its hard to have all these pressure of wanting to be something when you grow up or when you could do stuff easier already. parents say nurse, i say doctor. but actually, how about a lawyer? or perhaps a crime investigator? or a killer? hmm...killer? ive always wanted to know how you do it, chop up a few children or so.............BXAHAHAHAHAHA! messin ;) anyway, ive just been informed that my CHASE is on the NEST! WUHOO!! the hotness id see agaiN! Bxahaha. i know you cant understand what im saying unless if youre my mom or my brother or my bestfriend. BXAHAHAH! ghad, im not mkaing sense. i see lotsa typos as i write. but thank God for CHASE> BXAHHAHAHA dang it. i should bounce and check him up. so sorry if i was seemingly throwing slurs and all. im inlove. :) with lotsa guys. but with only one man. :)

nuffie love,
JACE

support for em. :P